Category Archives: Blue Funk

Snow Moon

There’s a full moon in the sky.The world is full of people.Yet it’s strange how alone we always are.Only some mothers and daughters at least have each other, I think. My mother’s suffering hurts me. She says my pain causes … Continue reading

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La vie en Violet: dixième partie

I don’t really remember when it started. But a few years ago, when I had consensual, safe sex with my then sexual partner, it felt like claws were tearing open my insides. And we weren’t having passionate, violent sex, nor … Continue reading

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Eviscerate – an anniversary special

Eviscerate. Eviscerate. Eviscerate. I repeat to myself sitting in the car speeding towards the airport. It’s a damn clean job, I can tell dispassionately. Even objectively. He bangs his hand on the wheel when he realises that I am still … Continue reading

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La vie en Violet: neuvième partie

My new psychiatrist explains, the first time I meet him, that anxiety and depression are brothers. I smile relieved that at least one of the brothers hasn’t visited. I smile also because I feel it’s propitious that I am with … Continue reading

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Eviscerate

Eviscerate. Eviscerate. Eviscerate. I repeat to myself sitting in the car speeding towards the airport. It’s a damn clean job, I can tell dispassionately. Even objectively. The worst parts removed. All the rest is now clean, meaty, edible. You can … Continue reading

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