Category Archives: Blue Funk

Barren

I carry the image of krishna in my womb. I birth the future of krishna in my thoughts. I breathe life to the reality of krishna through my words. I nurture the passion of krishna against my breast. I am … Continue reading

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Somebody to Love

The beauty about life is that you will always end up learning, and especially learning not to be a smug, superior, self-righteous prick. You think you will never have an affair with a loserly, married man, no, not you with … Continue reading

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Parvati’s Grief

You lose a baby. The weight of that sentence is so heavy and thick with grief that the world tilts on its axis, and everything shifts. You can’t shift away from that numbing loss that makes you lose interest in … Continue reading

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Relief

It’s round and innocuous at first. She says it doesn’t hurt. It doesn’t do anything. She laughs and acts embarrassed if someone asks her about it. She is dismissive when anyone worries. She won’t see a doctor. There are more … Continue reading

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Masturbation

At least they made me cum. The assholes I fucked Sometimes even loved. And then there was this one I just loved. Didn’t know how to stop. He killed time with me. Wrote me stories that I could build. With … Continue reading

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Transaction

You gave me feathered pens, pendants, perfumes, a George Michael CD, purple orchids, tomes, that bag from Hidesign, drag queen costumes. I wore a diamond pin, red lipstick, satin weave, a lilac bra, no panties, high heels, that sidelong smile, … Continue reading

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On losing my car*

When I can no longer drive I smell the burnt winter in the air Leaving the city with a whispered breath. When I can no longer drive I see how this small city is Shape-shifting into a hollow giant. When … Continue reading

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